If you have ONE best friend, and you hang out with them more than your other friends. That's ok. Why? because she's your ONLY best friend. But if you're going to go around saying you have 2 or 3 best friends, don't be a hypocrite and spend 99% of your time on only one of them. Friends, and best friends are 2 different levels. So if you have varies people in the same level, treat them the same way. Don't say one thing, then do another. Don't be a hyprocrite. Say the truth from the start and people won't have such high expectations.

That's the good thing about having low expectations. You have less chances of getting hurt. because if you expect everything from someone, then you're going to be hurt a lot more times than you're going to be satisfied.

I guess my point is... don't be a hypocrite. :)

Sophomore Year. :O :D

So sophomore year finally began. I thought it would never come. I don't know why I'm so eager for this school year to progress. The summer was awesome. I talked to some old friends, and got closer with more recent friends. I learned that sometimes people come into your life by fate, and stay in it by choice. Those are the people that really matter. Somehow I think this school year is going to be fun. I really don't know why, I just have that feeling. I believe most of it will be positive... but I'm still waiting for a little negative. Like the song says, I'm "preparing for the worst, but still praying for the best." I think this year is going to be filled with a lot of lessons. And surprises. Especially enexpected ones. I think they are the best kind. The surprises that you don't expect, and just make your whole day. last year in Dr.L. class I learned alot about critical t hinking, but those lessons only added to what I already know about critical thinking, because by nature I guess I already look at things critically. So Dr.L. class made it both better and worse. Better because I learned how to see the world in a different way, especially movies or songs and things like that. but worse because now I think that I overthink. Someone tell me something and I try to analyze everyting from it and draw conlcusion and try to guess what they are going to do next. But the best part is when everything turns out the pay I predicted. :P

I know this writing has no organization at all. I'm just writing as a go along. So yeah, so far sophomore year looks good. I'll keep updating as the year goes by. Don't forget to check up. :)

Whenever you think you found the best thing anyone could have, Destiny comes along and brings you the best thing that you deserve. It may take a while to realize what Destiny is trying to give you. But be patient, all good things come to those who wait. So instead of desperately looking for something, sit back and enjoy the ride, because Destiny knows what its doing. :)

Life's hard. -__- Deal with IT! :P

     I've learned something. You can't let little things bring you down. If you get an "F" on a test, don't panic and rip your hairs out. Just think about studying better next time. Well...now that I think about it that's not the best example. o.O  Anyway, you get what I mean, don't let the little things of life bring you down. Life is going to put so many walls in front of you to make you lose your way, but what you got to do is just find a way around the wall. It might take longer to get to where you want, but the point is getting there. Life is going to go on whether we want it to or not. Besides, life wouldn't be any fun, if we just got everything we wanted with the snap of our fingers. BLAH!!! I wouldn't like that! I like a challenge; working for what I want. "One day your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure it's worth watching." But that's just my personal opinion. :) And sometimes the hardest things we have to do in life are the most important. But the things that are hard to do, were not made that way to stop you; they were made that way to be able to separate the people that will do whatever it takes to get what they want, from the people who...are just there(lol).

     But sometimes the things that bring you down can't be easily beat. Sometimes it's a person that brings you down. Maybe it's someone who you thought was one person, but ended up being another person. Let's call this person...i don't know...your friend. :P It's funny when your parents tell you something about your friend that you've never noticed, and your thinking "What is wrong with you?" But, what they told you stays roaming around your head, and it just keeps bothering you, because you don't want to believe it. Then eventually, you want to see if this little observation that was made is true. And then your like "OMG, why are my parents always right." You eventually find out that this friend of your treats you like..... you know what I mean :P. But I'm not saying you should hold a grudge, or not talk to that person. Just remember, "Always forgive, but NEVER [never, never, never] forget". < Lesson learned. ;)

But even if you realize that one of your friends isn't worth your time, just remember that you have others watching your back. Your "real" friends. Besides, like I said before, life goes not whether we want it to or not. Just make sure you go on with the ones who are worth it. :P

> You may find this post interesting, intriguing, or just plain stupid. But I just had to post SOMETHING because I had to let all this out. I was about to EXPLODE!!! :O

P.S. This post is not directed to my "real" friends. You know who you are. <3

~ Friends?

Friendships can start out perfect. You expect that your gonna be friends for the rest of your lives. But then, you get slapped in the face back to reality, and realize that the person you thought was your best friend, actually just hangs out with you now because they now feel an "obligation" to still talk to you. Occasions may go by when they say to your face something that is inappropriate, like when they might say "I want to hang out with my old friends, not you.". But then, after this is said they treat it as a joke because they realized their mistake. And you may ignore it as well. But deep down, in the back of your head your still thinking, "What a ....." But you move on like of nothing happened. You may tell your friend everything, even your deepest secrets, but then they may not even want to tell you something as simple and idiotic as, lets say, someone they like because they think you might tell someone. If they don't trust you with something as simple as that, why should you tell them with something as big as a secret. I'm just writing this to point out, that you may treat your friends how you want to be treated. But if they treat you differently than how you treat them, like when they say things similar to what was stated above, then they don't deserve your friendship. If they want to be your friend then they should show it. If they don't show it, then they obviously don't want it. Why bother wasting precious time on someone that is not worth a second.

 > Please Comment!!!!! <3

What's a girl to do?

I don't know which is worse, keeping your love for someone a secret or telling them and risk being rejected. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

25% Of Freshman Year...Gone!!! :(

It's hard to believe that a quarter of the school year has already passed by. It's peculiar. -__-? If we pay attention to time day by day, we see it going as slow as we can imagine. But once the grade book closes you look at your calendar and say "WOW!!!, when did time pass me by." We may not realize how fast time goes by, but in the end it does. But we can't sit down and ponder about how time passes by, and how we miss being five years old, when all we had to worry about was what color crayon needed to be used. Life goes on, whether we want it to or not. Don't think about your past desires that were never followed, think about your future dreams, and how to accomplish them. Sometimes you can't wait for opportunities to knock on your door, you have to get out there and look for them yourself. And don't let brick walls stop you from fulfilling you dream. "Brick walls aren't there to keep us out, the brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something." - Randy Pausch. So in an elaborated way, I'm just trying to say...

No matter what you do,
life goes on.
You can't pause time,
or fast forward during troubles.
Everything in life has a purpose,
and the purpose is to live life.
Live life to it's fullest,
till there's nothing else to do.
~ Kellen S.